Your Alcoholic Loved One Didn’t Happen To You, He or She Happened for You

Before I met my alcoholic loved one, I had asked God to just bring me the man that He wanted in my life. I had been dating for several months and was tired of the dating scene. I just wanted someone I could connect with and love immensely and someone who could love me back the same way. 

When I met my alcoholic loved one, I had no idea he was an alcoholic. We had an instant connection. It was magical and akin to love at first sight. The first few weeks were pure bliss. We were inseparable. Everything seemed to be going along beautifully. But then, I started to notice behavior that didn’t seem normal. He would call me late at night with conversations that didn’t make sense. I would notice he would drink even during the work week. To my dismay, after several months I realized he was an alcoholic. 

At some point, I was so angry at God. After all, I had asked Him to bring the man He wanted in my life. I wasn’t being selfish or trying to assert my desires at the time. I couldn’t understand why God had brought me this lovely man but who was an actively drinking alcoholic. 

I don’t give up easily and I don’t give up faith. I knew that if God put him here, there must be a reason and I was on a mission to find out. At first I thought that mission was to help my alcoholic loved one. I really did. But after a failed family intervention and several (hundred) attempts at trying to get him to want to get help, I realized it might be something else. 

What God was trying to do was to mold and form me into the person He wanted me to be. He increased my faith in Him and increased my patience. He increased my capacity to love and to pray. He made me more cognizant of compassion and understanding. He helped me learn that I need to rely on Him first and not on any other human over Him. 

I have to constantly remind myself that God makes no mistakes. If your alcoholic loved one is in your life or was in the past, there is a reason. Look for that reason, dig deep. Your learning and growing is an integral part of this experience. 

In truth, nobody asks for an experience of being in a relationship with an alcoholic. But while your there it might be worth asking, “What got me here?” “What can I learn from this?” 

I like to look at life is a great big test composed of mini-tests or mini-quizzes. If you pass the test, you get to move on to the next level. Our experiences do not have to define us, but we can be refined by our experiences. 

Which one do you choose? How will you let your experience with your alcoholic loved one shape you? 

Wishing you many blessings!

Love,

Michelle 

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Alcoholism Is a Baffling Disease, Especially During the Holidays

     This holiday season I will forcibly be without my alcoholic loved one for the first time in four years. Even though it is my choice, it still comes with a mixed bag of emotions. Many of you who will read my story in my book, Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family & Friends, will plainly see how much I love Johnny.* The pain comes less from not being with him physically and celebrating the holidays with him, it comes more from knowing that he is not yet sober. 

Recently, Johnny went through early recovery where he attended a detox program, was attending AA, and had a sponsor. I could tell that he wasn’t fully in recovery even though he had said he was ready. I didn’t feel recovery was yet in his heart. 

In the month of November, Johnny had made solid plans to attend a 30-day inpatient rehab program and had even paid a deposit. During that time I saw something light up in him that I had never seen before, real hope. Over the course of those few days, his eyes showed hope for the future, for change and for real transformation. I saw him excited at the prospect of having his head clear enough to read and when he came out, the chance of having a new career. It made my heart leap for joy with the thought, “This is it. This is finally the moment I have been waiting for.” 

But two things happened. From the time he reserved the rehab center to the time they had a bed available, the delay was 10 days. He even said he was under the impression that he would be able to go within a day or two. The next thing that happened, of course, was that his disease had the time to take over once again. Johnny put it under the guise of money and finances, but I know enough to know much better. About two days before he was to start rehab, he called and cancelled. 

At that time I had to make the decision as to what I was going to do regarding our relationship. Of course I was disappointed, sad, angry, frustrated and enraged all at the same time. But then I had to remember, “He has a disease. The disease just took over once again and that’s all.” It’s baffling and confusing how it can just flip a switch in an addict and make him succumb to the disease once again. 

But because of the repeated broken promises and the fact that I’m in recovery in Al-Anon and have been learning to change my behavior and patterns in behavior, I had to make the choice to stay away from him until he’s ready for rehab. I had gotten off the roller coaster and was not ready to get back on, nor will I ever get back on that ride again. For me right now that means not seeing him, no phone calls, and limited texts if any. It makes me sad for him and for our relationship but I need to remain hopeful for him and for us. 

I am certain Johnny will get the help that he needs when God guides him to do so. It’s not on my timing, it’s on God’s timing. For so many years I tried to force Johnny’s recovery into the mold I wanted for it, but it never worked. So all I can do in the midst of his baffling, conniving, and confusing disease is pray for him and send him blessings throughout the holiday season. 

Happy Holidays to all of you and especially to my readers who love an alcoholic. I'm with you in spirit. :) 

Love,

Michelle 

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Watching Out for Crossover Addiction with Your Alcoholic Loved One

Prescription pills are just as dangerous as alcohol to your alcoholic

You are so excited, after years of waiting, your alcoholic loved one finally tells you that she’ll stop drinking alcohol for a month or two. “In fact,” she says, “it’s just an anxiety problem anyway. So I’ll start taking Xanax or smoking pot.” 

Don’t get too excited.

Switching drugs, even temporarily, is not getting sober. It’s not even close. And don’t let your alcoholic loved one convince you otherwise. The alterations that occur in her brain with alcohol will continue to occur with any other mind-altering substance. Most prescription medications that doctors commonly prescribe are among the most addictive drugs on the market. I once heard a hard core drug addict say, “I’d prefer Vicodin to heroin any day.” Vicodin, of course, is a commonly prescribed painkilling opioid and according to critics of this overprescribed pill, it’s a legal form of heroin in a pill. 

Other drugs to look out for are Adderall or Ritalin, both prescribed for ADD and ADHD. They are both highly addictive. Unbeknownst to me as a practice, one alcoholic told me that they crush up these pills and snort them for a faster effect. 

Whilst anti-anxiety medications are easily prescribed today, they are also highly addictive. Look out for Xanax and Ativan. 

Any type of prescription pain-killing medication is addictive and dangerous. In the U.S. in 2015, there were 20,101 overdose deaths due to prescription opioids. 

Smoking marijuana has gotten a lot of public attention due to it being legalized in several states. Just because it’s legal does not mean it’s harmless. The addicted brain will look for ways to satisfy the addiction no matter the drug. 

When your alcoholic loved one does take actual steps to get and stay sober, he will need to abstain from all mind altering substances. Rehab programs even suggest staying away from mouthwashes containing alcohol and cough syrups or over the counter medications with alcohol or containing the words “PM” on the box. Any mind-altering substance will trigger the addiction. 

Since alcoholism is a chronic, progressive, and fatal disease, triggering the disease, after a period of abstinence, will not bring the alcoholic back to zero. He will go directly back to the point at which he stopped drinking and at the stage of his disease that he stopped. Recovering alcoholics have reported that when they have had relapses, the addiction comes back harder, faster and stronger. 

So when your alcoholic loved one tells you that he’s going to stop and pick up that prescription of Xanax or Adderall, respond that the only action you know will get him help is going to detox where they will explain to him what he can and cannot take as a recovering alcoholic. Don’t believe his efforts to “switch” is a pathway to recovery. 

Wishing you many blessings. 

Love,

Michelle

Michelle Fondin, Author of Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family and Friends  (available on Amazon & Audible)  & of The Wheel of Healing with Ayurveda: An Easy Guide to a Healthy Lifestyle (New World Library, 2015) 

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Why People Pleasing Is Bad for Your Health

People pleasing is an affliction many of us, who love an alcoholic, suffer from. After all, we want to do right by others. We want to do good and show others we care. 

However, underneath the surface of people pleasing are a lot of negative emotions and motives, which destroy your integrity and your self-worth. 

Infants and toddlers will try to please their parents for positive reinforcement. They notice that when they do something mom and dad like, they get rewarded and when they don’t, they get punished. In an alcoholic relationship much of this behavior perpetuates, especially if there is emotional and/ or physical abuse. As a person in a relationship with an alcoholic, you learn how to transmute yourself to the mood of the moment. You learn how to be the “yes” man or the “yes” women to avoid conflict. You learn to stuff your feelings for the benefit of others or for “keeping the peace”. 

There are many drawbacks to this behavior. 

1. People pleasing keeps you in the mode of enabling. 

You will do anything and everything you can to appease the alcoholic, even if it’s to lend him money, make him a drink or give him a place to stay. His victim mindset and victimizing words will make you give in to his demands and requests. 

Healthy people understand that adults must make their own choices. Taking care of oneself, even for the alcoholic, is a normal responsibility of being an adult. 

2. People pleasing is a form of manipulation.  

It’s subtle. But along with people pleasing comes lies and deception. Most often, you need to lie to keep others “happy”. After all, you’re afraid of hurting other people’s feelings. But underneath the surface, you’re really afraid of them not liking you, in other words, rejection. Lying to make sure others like you and are happy is manipulation because you are denying them the truth. 

Healthy people know that not everyone can be happy all of the time. Disappointments and natural consequences to actions are a normal part of life. 

3. People pleasing denies you of your own feelings, wants, and desires. 

Denying what you want and need is not selfless. It’s destructive. We all have needs. We all have feelings and desires. Self-sacrifice does not make us saints. In the end, it creates resentment, anger, frustration, and unpleasant people. You may be smiling through clenched teach while people pleasing but everyone (especially the alcoholic) will be able to sense your seething anger underneath. 

Healthy people take care of themselves first. They know how to set healthy boundaries. They are not afraid to say “no”. 

4. People pleasing puts you in a victim mindset.

You know this to be true. When you’ve had enough of giving, you are depleted. Then your conversations become all about you and how you’ve done nothing but give. You may say things like, “After all I’ve done for her, look how she treats me.” Or, “All I do is give, give, give and do you think I would ever receive a “thank you”?” 

Healthy people know that true giving comes from a place of authenticity to give freely. They also know when enough is enough. 

Things to ponder…

How has people pleasing given you a sense of satisfaction?

How has people pleasing made you feel depleted and empty? 

Does people pleasing make you feel more angry and upset than happy and peaceful? 

Do you try to “change” others through your people pleasing? 

Wishing you a beautiful and blissful day!

Many blessings!

Love,

Michelle

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Digging Deep: How I Became an Enabler

Recovery is the process of going deep inside yourself to discover all the dark places that lie within. In my own recovery, I’ve uncovered why exactly I found myself in a relationship with an alcoholic and why I was an enabler. 

The photos you see here do not represent my own home (and not my own consciousness, good Lord, no. It’s not THAT cluttered,) but my mother’s home as it stands, currently. I haven’t been there in several years. But I was thrust into a position where I saw her home, yesterday. (Yes, yesterday.) My mom broke her hip in Virginia (my place of residence) three weeks ago. And I drove her home in her car to Michigan. 

In the beginning of recovery, I had inklings as to the “why” but until I saw it for face value and saw the behavior that my mom so outwardly portrayed over these past few weeks, that I was really able to embrace the formation of my personality in early childhood. 

Sixty percent of all alcoholics grew up in alcoholic homes. And many “normies” or non-alcoholics grew up in alcoholic homes and wind up marrying an alcoholic. I fall into neither of those categories. 

However, addiction is addiction. And mental illness is mental illness and they all fall into a similar category and form similar dysfunctional relationships. 

“But if you would just throw stuff away, your life would be so much better!”

I have uttered that phrase thousands of times to my mother over the course of my life. I’ve tried arguing, pleading, laid on guilt trips and my sister and I even staged an intervention several years ago. Nothing has been able to change my mother’s hoarding. (Now delete the word "hoarding" and insert the word "drinking". Do you get the picture?)

It has been going on for as long as I can remember. Growing up, the clutter was confined to one or two rooms. The living room was always inhabitable. My mom always attributed it to something: being a single mom, not having enough time, being in the “middle” of a project, saving for an apocalypse, or “saving memories”. (Excuses and denial)

Just like growing up in an alcoholic household, I went through every experience and feeling that a child of an alcoholic goes through. 

• I was embarrassed to have people over.
• I lived through and still live through my mother’s denial.
• I had to endure her lies and deception.
• I had to hear empty promises.
• I covered up her behavior or ran away from it.
• I harbored resentment and anger because we weren’t “normal”. 
• My mom was constantly the victim and I had to bury my own feelings to save hers.  
• The enabling behavior to “help” the victim.

Awareness is the first step in recovery. It’s discovering how I got here and why I act the way I do. Then, it’s being able to take steps to change my behavior. 

Why did you become an enabler? How did you get here? Ponder these questions today and even if you don’t come up with an answer. Keep those questions open in your mind over the next few weeks. Your Higher Power will show you the way and enlighten you to some pretty cool stuff. 

Love, light and blessings,

Michelle

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Can You Make Your Alcoholic Loved One Stop Drinking?

Maybe you’ve tried it all before. You’ve poured out his drinks. You’ve locked up the liquor. You’ve emptied the bank accounts or his pockets. You’ve begged, pleaded, reasoned and given great arguments as to why he should stop. You’ve become the best lawyer, with the most persuasive arguments, and you don’t even have a law degree. 

But nothing has worked.

Is it possible to make your alcoholic loved one stop drinking? 

That is a question asked over and over again by countless loved ones of alcoholics over centuries. 

You might be thinking, if only he or she loved me more, the drinking would stop.

Let me take a quote by ABC news anchor, Elizabeth Vargas, in her 20/20 interview on her alcoholism. I’m paraphrasing but she said, “I would die for my children. I love my children. But I couldn’t stop drinking for them.” 

Nothing you can say or do will make your alcoholic loved one stop drinking. He has to come to the realization himself that he needs to get help and go into recovery.

But don’t lose hope. There are things you can do. The things you can do may be indirect ways of helping your alcoholic loved one, but they can and do help.

1. Stop enabling. Please read my article on enabling and how to stop. http://alcoholicloved1.blogspot.com/2016/11/10-ways-to-stop-enabling-your-alcoholic.html
2. Get help for yourself. Get counseling with a therapist who is educated in addiction. Go to an Al-Anon meeting and get a sponsor. Read as much as you can on recovery for families and friends of alcoholics.
3. Get educated.  Learn all you can about the disease of alcoholism and about recovery. Attend a few open AA meetings to hear stories of recovering alcoholics. 
4. Have hope.  Alcoholics can and do get better. Prayers, hope and positive talk and affirmations all help. 
5. Surround yourself with loving people  Make sure you’re with people who love you unconditionally and are considered “safe” people.
6. Help educate others about the disease of alcoholism and help lift common misconceptions about the disease and who they are.
7. Be loving and kind.  You most certainly cannot control another person’s actions but you can control yours. How you treat others reflects who you are. 

Wishing you light, love and blessings,

Michelle 

Michelle Fondin, Author of Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family and Friends  (available on Amazon & Audible, December 2, 2016)  & of The Wheel of Healing with Ayurveda: An Easy Guide to a Healthy Lifestyle (New World Library, 2015) 

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10 Cold Hard Facts About Alcoholism

Many myths and misconceptions surround the disease of alcoholism, one of which is that it’s not a disease. Rest assured, according to the medical definition of the word disease, it is most definitely categorized as a disease and has been recorded as such in American medical books since the 1800s. Let’s demystify alcoholism by these facts. Please share this with friends and family members who are skeptical about alcoholism. 

1. Alcoholism is a chronic, progressive, and fatal disease

A chronic disease is defined as one which is ongoing and doesn’t go away on its own. Examples of chronic diseases are diabetes, heart disease, hypertension and cancer. Alcoholism is a chronic disease that is progressive meaning, if left untreated, it will get worse over time. Finally, alcoholism is a fatal disease. The progression of alcoholism will lead to an untimely death. 

2. Alcoholism does not discriminate between gender, religion, ethnicity, socio-economic status, level of education, or career choice. 

Anyone can become an alcoholic. Studies show that alcoholism hits harder with certain genetic predispositions and/ or certain ethnicities. Men seem to be more predisposed to alcoholism than women.  The Irish seem to be more predisposed than Asians. But all in all, no one group is completely excluded from being a victim to alcoholism. 

3. You do not need to drink every day to be an alcoholic. 

Most often, drinking alcohol daily is not seen until late stage alcoholism (Stage 3 alcoholism). Binge drinking once weekly or even once monthly can qualify you as an alcoholic. Binge drinking means drinking more than 5 drinks in a period (a day or evening, for example) for a man or more than 4 drinks for a woman. One drink is a 12 oz glass of beer, 8-9 fluid ounces of malt liquor, a 5 fluid oz glass of wine or 1.5 oz of 80-proof distilled spirits. 

4. You can have a job, have a home and pay your bills and still be an alcoholic. 

Many people think that in order to be qualified as an alcoholic they need to be homeless and eating out of trash cans. This is a common misconception. More often than not, alcoholics are high-functioning for a long time. 

5. Alcohol misuse contributes to 88,000 deaths in the United States each year. And 1 in 10 deaths in all working adults are due to alcohol misuse (abuse). 

Alcohol misuse is a contributor to over 350 diseases and disorders. 

6. Approximately 21 million adults in the United States suffer from Alcoholism or medically referred to as alcohol misuse disorder. However, only 10% are receiving treatment for alcoholism. 

Take into account that these numbers include those who are diagnosed. There are many more who will never be diagnosed by a medical professional. Do you see that your loved one is not the only one? Alcoholism is a very common disease, though it still lurks in the darkness. 

7. One-third of all alcoholics die by suicide each year.  

Other alcohol-related untimely deaths include: accidents and injuries, liver disease, cancers and heart attacks. 

8. Abstinence is the only way to arrest the disease of alcoholism. 

Alcoholics who want to get better and enter recovery must stop alcohol consumption and must not consume any other mind-altering substance. If an alcoholic goes back to drinking or using after a period of abstinence, the disease often comes back faster and stronger than before. 

9. Alcoholism does tend to run in families. 

There is hard scientific evidence of a genetic link to alcoholism. Environmental factors, such as growing up in an alcoholic home, seem to contribute to the behavioral factors in alcoholism. 

10. Early intervention and prevention work to get people on the road to recovery. 

Education and awareness start with you. You can help lift the disease of alcoholism out of the darkness by helping others understand the nature of the disease. You can help them know that it’s not shameful or a moral failing but a disease that can be treated. 

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Love,

Michelle

Michelle Fondin, Author of Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family and Friends  (available on Amazon & Audible, December 2, 2016)  & of The Wheel of Healing with Ayurveda: An Easy Guide to a Healthy Lifestyle (New World Library, 2015) 

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10 Ways to Stop Enabling Your Alcoholic Loved One

You know alcoholism is a disease. It’s a disease that relies heavily on people giving a “helping hand” so that the alcoholic can continue to drink and feed his illness. It is not his fault. It’s the nature of the disease. Statistics show that an average of 8 people enable an alcoholic so that he continues to drink or use. 

What is enabling? 

Enabling is doing something for someone else that they can normally do for themselves under normal circumstances. For example, a normally functioning adult, under normal circumstances, can do his or her laundry. She can drive herself to her job. He can call his work if he’s sick. Do you get the picture? 

When you step in to do something for your alcoholic loved one that he should be doing for himself, you are enabling him to continue with his addiction. In order for him to get better, he must feel and experience each and every consequence of his actions. He cannot do this if you or anyone else is stepping in to remove his consequences. 

You’re a nice person and nice people do things for others right? 

That is true. However, alcoholism is a strange and baffling disease that is not only physical, emotional, and spiritual but also behavioral and social. As long as someone else is doing something for him that he should do for himself, the disease will stay. It’s weird, but that’s the way this disease works. 

If you want a chance that he will sober up and get into recovery, when you stop enabling, it’s more likely to happen. 

Here are 10 ways to stop enabling:

1. Do not lend or give him money at all, not even a dime. 
2. Do not pour out his drinks.
3. Do not buy her alcohol or drugs, never ever, never, never. 
4. Do not make excuses for her behavior. It’s her behavior, not yours. 
5. Do not call him in sick at work or lie to cover up his behavior. 
6. Do not ridicule him, make fun of him or humiliate him. 
7. Do not let him live at your place rent free. 
8. Do not pick her up, clean her up, get her undressed or move her to a bed. Let her wake up in her own vomit, on the floor, or in the car. 
9. Do not ever think or believe that this is your fault. 
10. Set healthy boundaries and keep them. 

Finally, you are not punishing your alcoholic loved one. You are not being cruel. You are helping him realize the impact of his own actions. By stepping aside you are actually helping him get better. He may be angry but, “So what?” Anger comes when he sees his world unraveling before his eyes and that’s is what needs to happen as he’s hitting bottom. He needs to hit his bottom to get better. 

Wishing you many blessings and happiness always.

Love,

Michelle

Michelle Fondin, Author of Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family and Friends  (available on Amazon & Audible, December 2, 2016)  & of The Wheel of Healing with Ayurveda: An Easy Guide to a Healthy Lifestyle (New World Library, 2015) 

Your Alcoholic Loved One & The Holidays Part Two: The Alcoholic Spouse

When you have an alcoholic spouse, the holidays can be difficult to navigate. You don’t know if he’ll be sober when you leave for your parents’ house. Or you’re not sure if she’ll make a scene as she gets more drunk. One thing is for certain, you know there will be drinking.

Maybe all of the things you’ve tried before haven’t worked or have gotten same results. One thing we can learn as co-dependents or enablers is to take care of ourselves first so that we don’t have a tendency to enable or manipulate the situation. 

In order to take care of yourself, you’ll need to make some decisions in advance. Wherever you’re going with your alcoholic spouse, you’ll need to make decisions on the following:

1. Will you stay at home or leave for your destination if he’s too drunk when it’s time to leave? 
2. Do you feel comfortable putting her in an Uber or cab to go home if she’s drunk and you want to stay and visit with family and friends?
3. Do you feel O.K. making plans for you and the kids out of town to a family member’s house and leaving your alcoholic spouse at home for the holidays? 

While you might feel bad making these decisions, you are under no obligation to ruin your fun and your holidays because your alcoholic spouse is still succumbing to his or her illness. In the past, you may have been held prisoner to the alcoholism, but you have choices and you don’t have to be anymore. 

You aren’t making these choices to be mean or nasty but to regain your own insanity. Remember these three things; you did not cause your spouse’s alcoholism, you cannot control your spouse’s alcoholism and you cannot cure it. 

But you can take care of yourself and your minor children. 

Here are some other suggestions to survive the holidays with an alcoholic spouse:

1. Do not throw away his drinks. He’s an adult, he needs to make his own decisions. 
2. Don’t beg him to come when it’s time to open presents, if he wants to, he’ll come.
3. Plan something fun for you and the kids outside of the home. Go Christmas caroling, feed the poor at a soup kitchen, go ice skating, or drive through the neighborhood and find houses with cool Christmas lights. 
4. If she starts to get hammered, walk into another room and talk to other people.
5. When it’s time to go, tell her you’re leaving and let her get to the car herself. If she stumbles and falls, those are her consequences. In order to ever get better, she needs to feel and process every single consequence of her drinking. Rescuing her will only prolong the disease process. 
6. If he wants to stay, let him stay. He’ll need to figure out how to get home. (Make sure he does not have a car there or a set of car keys.) 
7. Al-Anon holds meetings every day of the year. If you need to vent and have companionship of others in your situation, you can attend an Al-Anon meeting. Go to www.alanon.org to look up a meeting your area. 

Wishing you peace and serenity throughout the holidays and always. 

Love,

Michelle

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Your Alcoholic Loved One and the Holidays Part One

The holidays are coming soon and you cringe to think about interactions with your alcoholic loved one. You know holidays are one of those occasions when your alcoholic loved one lets loose and uses that as an excuse to drink more. It’s also a platform for embarrassing behavior and hurt feelings. In this series, I’ll discuss how to handle situations with an alcoholic loved one over the holidays. 


Scenario 1: You are in control over who comes over and who doesn’t. In this scenario, you don’t live with your alcoholic loved one. She may be your mother, sister, grandmother or adult daughter. He may be your father, brother, grandfather, uncle or adult son. You are hosting the holiday. It’s your choice as to whom to invite and whom not to invite, period. It’s your house, your space and your sanity that you should consider. You have the kindness to open your home to people for the holidays. You do not need to be put in a position where you feel uncomfortable in your own home. 

1. Do not feel guilty. If you don’t invite your alcoholic loved one, you should not feel guilty. You did not cause her alcoholism, you cannot control it, and you cannot make her stop.

2. Do explain to family members your choice.You want to create a happy and peaceful environment for all. You do not, however need to justify your choice. 

3. Tell your alcoholic loved one the following. “I love you and when you are in active recovery, you are welcome at family gatherings once again.” 

4. Be prepared for “victim” complaints.Your alcoholic loved one will give you reasons as to why you are mean, rude, and inconsiderate for not inviting him. Those are his ways he uses to try and manipulate you. Ignore them. He has a choice to actively seek recovery and if he hasn’t he is still choosing to drink.

Scenario 2: You need to invite your alcoholic loved one over your home. This scenario might include inviting your mother and father and one parent is an alcoholic who insists on coming with the other parent, or if your sister is coming with her alcoholic husband, for example. You can proclaim that the holidays at your home will be alcohol-free, no exceptions. The alcoholics in your family can opt not to come knowing that no alcohol will be present or tolerated. Enabling can mean, among other things, providing the drug of choice to the addict. So, if you don’t want the negative consequences of someone else’s drinking in your home, you can opt to have no alcohol. You have choices my friend. You don’t need to be ensnared in the trap of someone else’s drinking. Enjoy your holidays. Pray for those you love who are not yet sober. Please leave a question or comment below.
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Love,
Michelle

Michelle Fondin, Author of Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family and Friends  (available on Amazon & Audible, December 2, 2016)  & of The Wheel of Healing with Ayurveda: An Easy Guide to a Healthy Lifestyle (New World Library, 2015) 

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Why a Normal “Prescription” Doesn’t Work in a Relationship with an Alcoholic

You see the devastation of the alcoholic in your life. You see him struggling with finances, his job and how he as a hard time keeping a place to live. You know he’s hanging around the wrong kind of people.

So you feel sorry for him. You know he’s caught up in his addiction. You love him after all. You want to help him. From time to time, you lend him money. You give him a ride or offer him a place to stay. After all, that’s what you would do for anyone else you love who’s struggling right?

Alcoholism is a strange anomaly. This disease is unlike most. The rules that apply to other diseases don’t work in alcoholism.

If your family member just had a heart attack, you would certainly stay over her house, cook her meals, take care of her kids and see to it that she got well enough to get back on her feet. Maybe you would take walks with her to help her get her heart healthy or buy her some organic fruits and vegetables to help her eat better.

Alcoholism, a multi-faceted disease, defies all logic. The prescription for healing in other diseases doesn’t work for alcoholism. In fact, the more you “help” your alcoholic loved one, the sicker he becomes. His disease will last longer with your helping hand.

It can seem completely counterintuitive for you as a loving person yourself.

Alcoholism is a physical disease. But it is also a mental, social and relationship-dependent disease. Alcoholics count on others to help them get large amounts of alcohol to keep the addiction going. Make no mistake, he is sick. But the only way he has a chance of surviving is if he feels all and every consequence of his drinking.

Statistics show that every alcoholic has an average of 8 people who enable him. The only way he will get well is if that number goes down to zero.

It’s like chemotherapy treatment for cancer. Chemotherapy attacks the bad cells and the good cells. In order for the bad cells to go away, some good cells must be destroyed as well. And until the pathologist sees the cancer cells hit zero, good cells will still be destroyed.

This is where you come in. If the alcoholic is your brother, sister, son, daughter, mother, father, lover or best friend, this is so hard to you. But as you stop enabling, you are helping him or her fight the disease. You are not fighting against your loved one. When you say, “No,” you are saying no to the alcohol. Remember that.

Stay strong and God Bless.

 Love,

Michelle

Michelle Fondin, Author of Help! I Think My Loved One Is an Alcoholic: A Survival Guide for Lovers, Family and Friends  (available on Amazon & Audible, December 2, 2016)  & of The Wheel of Healing with Ayurveda: An Easy Guide to a Healthy Lifestyle (New World Library, 2015)